I Hate to Live

from Leaving the Realm of the Living (EP) by HEVEL

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Just like a dry leaf
I fall from the tree called life
All shriveled and tired
Into a lake (of blood)

I'm turning the pages
In the book of life
My page is rotten
And empty

I'm lurking in the shadows
For some happiness
Yet I rather to be alone
In this dark room

People won't help me
Next to the rivers and the waterfalls
I want to be
Sleeping on the fog
ALONE

Dark cold life
That's what people have brought at me
I see no sunshine
I only see the moon dance at the black sheet

I am useless and have no meaning
You will never understand
All happy and lie to themselves
Everything works for them

Please go
Please let me go

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from Leaving the Realm of the Living (EP), released August 28, 2015

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Funeral Demon Holon, Israel

Funeral Demon is a Depressive Suicidel Black Metal band from Israel (with deep Iranian roots), formed by HEVEL
Reflecting ugliness, insanity, depression, suicide misanthropy, isolation, etc. and anti-religious, Satanic and Iranian folk themes. ... more

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