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My Malignant Revenge
05:28
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And another bottle is thrown
Shattered as my life
With a bitter-happy taste
The last drops are the finest but the saddest
So let me wander at night in the blackest of forests
With myself and all the shit in my head
To know that tomorrow is only a dream (That hopefully won’t come)
Cracking open a human skull with my boots (My malignant revenge)
His own fault that my life is shit
No wonder god is working in mysterious ways
Me too! I am god, I am Satan, I am nothing!
Maybe I am life's humiliation and the source of his laughter
But my hate is pure as the failure I'm dwelling in
Only the rats survive at the end
They are the bringers of the plague, bringers of the end
So let me fill my lungs with smoke one last time,
Before I end this world with me...
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Self-Loathe-Nomad
32:34
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This world is full with ugliness
Inside and out
Like a sea,
Calm and dead from the outside
But inside, a raging hateful war
With no mercy
At its darkest and brightest
Glance outside and see only filth
Every face is worse than another
None will pass the gates to my peaceful solitude
Everywhere the sun touches
There is more filth
Nausea and vomit rising
Life is so hideous
All the bad of things is upon me
And I deserve this fucking hell
Chained to the abyss of life's cruelty
Being mocked
The only way to get out from here
Is by suicide
I abhor that I can't do something to change it
And everything I try is leading into failure
Since birth I was stricken with a shitty life
Everything I've did was wrong and led to failure
Controlled by disgusting humans
There's a pit of emptiness inside of me
All I can think of is a mass genocide to the human race
Or to stay alone in my own solitude without them, suicide
But my mind is erased
After a night of little sleep
I can't feel anything, and I don't care
Dead carcass breathing
Cursing this existence
Where everything is the same
No one is better, they all miserable
They don't understand it
Yet more function then I'll ever be
I deserve this fucking hell
Destroying myself and darkness leaks out
Conquers this stinky world
Mass graves will become the beauty of life
Crows now rule the world
With anguish and sorrow still here
Seeing only bad and the revolting life
Hearing the screams of them ills
Smelling the human shit and stink of society
Tasting the sour poison of wretched life
Touching my bloody dead body to feel something
It seems like someone controls me to drown in skies of negativity
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Gone
04:01
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Coma of Thoughts
21:35
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False delusional thoughts
To wash my blood down the drain
Lies that comes to my head
Sick images that bring to me pain
Bound into one place
Hardly can "live"
Is it now?
My biggest fail keeps bring me ill
My biggest fail keeps me live
How come it's so hard to reach the end?
The only comfort is to know that after this suffering there is nothing
There will be ending
It will come, it will come
Death, come quicker
Take me away from this place; take my pain and my life
My only wish is to be dead
I'm carving for this feel of death
This existence is nothing but pain,
The day will come when I'll take my life
Come quicker...
Everything is wrong
Hate is raging inside of me because of these thoughts that humans put inside my head
Hate for the mortals
Everything is not real
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Silence
02:03
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Ruined I am
In this funeral I created to myself
Cold winds, thunder and rain
Dirge for my broken pieces
Mourning alone
Under the tree where the noose once tightened
Moon covered by winter clouds
Cold winds carry my pain
Rotting poison in the cure
Blood mixed with acid vomit
Neglected scars start to decay
Dead roses in May, with thorns dripping blood
The moon barely observe, the sun is blind
Surrounded by silence
No interference of an inferior
There is only one wish
That can only be fulfilled once
To be buried an not be found
Life has no value
And it bothers
This feeling of ache inside will never pass
Death saves
Unidentified purpose
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Funeral Demon Holon, Israel
Funeral Demon is a Depressive Suicidel Black Metal band from Israel (with deep Iranian roots), formed by
HEVEL
Reflecting ugliness, insanity, depression, suicide misanthropy, isolation, etc. and anti-religious, Satanic and Iranian folk themes.
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